Thursday, 26 April 2012

Schrei: a Girl, a Gun and a Dead Body

Schrei! Schrei! Schrei! (Scream! Scream! Scream!)

Riding sounds howling in the sky, I'm standing there in a vision of red, beautifully mesmerized by the endless sea of green. Laying down on the fragility of dead crimson leaves covered by musk of dirt, I look up to the sky and think; the bleakness of life and the chaotic symphonic of the heart are the facts of the world and thus, I'm at the peak of depression and elation. Humming softly to a song of Evanescence, I wonder the birth of such ideas and numbness; oh well! Fortune smirk upon  my sincerity of life's smile still alive despite the corpse appeal to my bones.


Standing on top of a broken mountain, staring down into the abyss,. Preening voices; luscious and tempting like a Tempress of Doom, beckoning me like a Dementor to a Demented; seduced then I could fall, taken and held by crawls of foul plays. Foul! Foul  soul! Hush (huusshhh) lest you'll be next on the throne of noir. 


Flames formed the blames of hurt and hate painted on the skin of mine; it's alright sweetie, I'm a guiltless free bitch with a twisted smile and a big heart. Blame your problems on others while their will grow and yours shrink. Maturity is time and pain is a precious exchange that comes with joy. Factual things aren't the only lifeline you'll have. 

Don't look down,
Don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you,
Don't look down, You'll fall down,
You'll become their sacrifice,
Right or wrong,
Can't hold on to the fear that I'm lost without you,
If I can't feel, I'm not mine,
I'm not real
All our lives, we've been waiting.
For someone to call a leader,
All your lies, I'm not believing,
Heaven shine a light down on me

(Only one by Evanescence)

Thus, the conclusion of my emotional concussion,tread by the thumping of the waves in the air and scented by the wildest dreams; coherency? undetermined as the sound of my mind and the state of my stand as I stood there gazing up to the billion blinking eyes of the stars. Depressed and tear-less.















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